Rose knows my weakness… She’s deliberately torturing me. It’s been six months… Six months! And only six Six pictures!! Sighs Leia looks beautiful in this one My goddess of creation This one also…
This person is taking close pictures… Too close… He better not fall for her. (It was Rose) Is she smiling because she is happy? Or perhaps… Is it the guy taking the pictures? (Once again, it’s Rose) Ngh… I better finish The transfer papers Only six months I’ll get the company And offer her work The house… Also I need to have the house Next to it… (Looks at the picture While holding the documents)
I wanted To rip her apart If it wasn’t for that Dragon lover of hers.
It’s been two years I’ve searched for Leia everywhere Except Rose’s territory… Texas.
I need her permission Since She’s the current alpha. Her Being a Nahual And that dragon lover of hers A lethal combination Against us Vampires.
“I gave you my advice Mat It’s late now Let her be Give her another year Let her breathe. She’s under my care I promised her a peaceful life At least until the spell wears off. She still has another 3 years So she’s safe And unconsciously She doesn’t even have eyes For other guys I honestly don’t know If she is stubborn Or just too loyal. Anyways She will graduate In another year. I’ll give you a chance To enter my land And settle for two years. Only then Can you break the spell.”
She’s talking as if She doesn’t see… I’m burning inside Yet she keeps smirking Knowing I have no say in this.
“Give me proof A picture At least once a week.”
“What? Mat Are you insane?”
“Rose It’s been two years My heart has been In constant turmoil Please”
She sighed “Ok but remember It’s your choice If you want the same outcome. You see Her life is not decided by you But by her. You want her? Court her Love her Make her fall for you so bad That even when the spell is broken She’ll still stays by your side… Anyways Come back in a year And don’t disappoint me.”
She left Leaving me with a sour mouth. At least Leia is alive And I will be able to see her In a year’s time…
A thought came to me As I was being Interrogated by the cops. **Erase their memories** But what’s the point The fire needs to be stopped. I need a bias to leave And this is for the best.
After 5 years of absence I need to proclaim What is rightfully mine. My lack of knowledge In administration Might be a set back But I’m willing to fight. since that’s my home and they are my people…
“then, I’ll leave it to you officers.” I walked away Not far just next door Which they found odd. “Ah, forgot to say, I’ll be staying at my neighbor’s house Who is also my boyfriend.” Their face suddenly changed Yeap they understood Case closed.
As I entered his home I felt the emptiness of the place Or is it the emptiness of my heart? Great! I have really fallen Into his grasp!
Makes me wonder If he even felt At least a bit Attracted Or if any of those Words Those memories Anything! At least had a significance To him.
Why? Why did he make that face When I pushed him away? Why didn’t he dodge My fire coming his way?
“To be a human You need to sacrifice your past like being reborn Loosing it all And can only be done once.” Those were Rose’s words
My naive self thought That he would never set Those deep navy blue eyes on me Ever again. Since the emblem was his.
Why? Why would he look for me? Was it just pride? To mess up the toy That left his grasp?
My foolish heart thought That all the coincidences Were fated He being my neighbor He being my boss He liking a girl With no background.
In fact I should have known When that coworker disappeared I found it odd I waited at the movies After making plans. He never showed up I tried calling Sent messages But none were answered Or returned. He never showed up again Not even at work. I was careless…
I felt disappointed After two hours of waiting He showed up I was looking at my phone When those hearty lips Showed next to me Once again That collarbone I was flabbergasted I heard with his sweet deep tone “Ms. Leia?”
It was a shock A tingling sensation Entering my eardrum And making its way Inside my throat Even beyond that. The foolish me Even thought He was my savior.
He deliberately Moved my world. Knowing Toying Expecting It was all A big chess board…
He the big player Moving the pieces Me the black pawn And my blocked memories Invisible chains That wouldn’t let me Run away…
Eight years ago I decided to run away My father Gray haired Hazelnut eyes Rigorous man Lord Evans The lord of the north american vampires Passed away.
I as his only successor Became the new lord In name only. The real lord was Mathew He was my father’s right hand man As well as my betrothed.
I was kept in the dark My dad kept me as his treasure That gem That needs to be untouched And shiny to wait for the right man To have the vampire kingdom transaction.
I hated it There was no love He was as cold as a stone He just needed the emblem To reign the kingdom. So I left it Along with a letter. “The kingdom is yours Don’t look for me Since I won’t exist anymore.”
I asked Rose To change me To give me a different life. I just wanted to free myself From this rigid life From being a mere figurine In display to the clan. This crown was too heavy To uphold. And I wanted a child of my own. We as vampires can only Give birth if our partner is human. Of course that was out of the question With him…
If only I had remembered him Maybe I would have chosen differently…
I who had no past I who lived in pure bliss My naive self Who did not sense danger.
He who concealed his plan Behind that beautiful mask. And I who became a puppet Moved by the very strings That he moved as he pleased.
The window shattered Probably by the heat Who knows The sirens were approaching I looked at Tom Still on his knees Feeling the loss of his lord Yet awaiting for my command. “Go to the old house and wait.”
Like a shadow He disappeared While the fire truck lights Entered my yard.
They jumped Started to pump the water As the cops interrogated me.
That damn fool I tried my best to get away…
Yes My selfishness Of running away From my loved clan From my own crown From my past self By locking away Even memories of him.
I had just one chance To lose it all Yet gain it all. To be a human girl And I lost that tonight.
Memories It all came rushing Hitting me like rocks Tossed by an angry mob.
He who I desperately loved Was the same person Who I ran away from.
He knew And dared to search everywhere He finally got what he wanted I was a mere pawn An end to his means.